Then again i broke my promise
I write, i cry, i reminisce
Must’ve felt good for you,eh?
Playing me day by day
Oh yes i knew but i kept my eyes closed
Like drugged, i was dosed
Oh dear, I kept my mouth shut
You were murmuring of things that were not
I knew, i knew, oh silly girl was i
I hoped and hoped on a lie
Of the things you said, which were true?
Because I really haven’t got a clue
But i stayed and kept still
I tried to lie and denied what I feel
I stood idly by from far away
Hoping this time, you look my way
Oh boy what a mess this has been
I tried to have played this little scheme
Seems like i never had the ball
It just wasn’t perfect after all
P.S. if you read this, that means you’re still stalking me. Why do you even?